Bonjour!
This is my first entry on blogger and hopefully I'll be one of the regular bloggers from now on cos I really do want to have a record of what has happened so far in my life.
My Dearest Andrew - It's now 12.22am. It has only been bout 5 hours and I'm already missing you so much. Andrew, I miss you! I wish you were here right now cos it's just so different and so quiet without you here with me. For the last two to three days, I've been so upset and been crying a lot cos I've been thinking a lot about what my, our, future would hold for us. I've been so afraid of losing you lately - I don't know why. Perhaps I'm just thinking too much. Or perhaps it's just PMS.
It has now been 5 months and 7 days since we first got together. And I really cherish the moments that we've had so far and hopefully there'll be more of these moments for us to cherish ahead of us. I know that we've been through a lot of ups and downs and lately there has just been lots of downs coming through in our relationship. Hopefully, that won't last long cos I really do want us to be as happy as before. And I promise you that I'll try to cut down on my tantrums :(
Since this is the beginning of the month, maybe we can both take this time to take a new headstart and take things slowly as you have suggested. And I'm so sorry for the way that I've been lately. I just feel so lucky now that you've been so patient with me all these time. I really appreciate it. I love you!
I really enjoyed our lunch together at Coffi today as it allowed me to open up to you once again as I've shut myself off from you for the last couple of days. But right now, I really just miss you a lot! And to think that you'll only be back in 8 hours time! That's a very long time... :( I miss your warm hug and your good night kisses... It's already so difficult without you for only a couple of hours... Now I'm thinking, how am I supposed to go through 3 whole months without you by my side? *sobs* I don't feel like leaving for Brunei now although I really do miss home...
I LOVE YOU! =D Come back soon and snuggle up to me when you do! hehe...
Mom, Dad, Pei, Bert and Abi - I miss you all! Can't wait to see you all soon... Love you all!
*Countdown - 45 days to go!*
Ada, Sharon, Vanessa, Anisah - I miss you guys loads! We've got so much to catch up on! It's good to know that we've all found our special someone whom we love so much and who loves us back just as much! =D
Well, I guess that's it for now... Gotta go take a shower and then get some shut eye... Hehe...
Au revoir!
This is my first entry on blogger and hopefully I'll be one of the regular bloggers from now on cos I really do want to have a record of what has happened so far in my life.
My Dearest Andrew - It's now 12.22am. It has only been bout 5 hours and I'm already missing you so much. Andrew, I miss you! I wish you were here right now cos it's just so different and so quiet without you here with me. For the last two to three days, I've been so upset and been crying a lot cos I've been thinking a lot about what my, our, future would hold for us. I've been so afraid of losing you lately - I don't know why. Perhaps I'm just thinking too much. Or perhaps it's just PMS.
It has now been 5 months and 7 days since we first got together. And I really cherish the moments that we've had so far and hopefully there'll be more of these moments for us to cherish ahead of us. I know that we've been through a lot of ups and downs and lately there has just been lots of downs coming through in our relationship. Hopefully, that won't last long cos I really do want us to be as happy as before. And I promise you that I'll try to cut down on my tantrums :(
Since this is the beginning of the month, maybe we can both take this time to take a new headstart and take things slowly as you have suggested. And I'm so sorry for the way that I've been lately. I just feel so lucky now that you've been so patient with me all these time. I really appreciate it. I love you!
I really enjoyed our lunch together at Coffi today as it allowed me to open up to you once again as I've shut myself off from you for the last couple of days. But right now, I really just miss you a lot! And to think that you'll only be back in 8 hours time! That's a very long time... :( I miss your warm hug and your good night kisses... It's already so difficult without you for only a couple of hours... Now I'm thinking, how am I supposed to go through 3 whole months without you by my side? *sobs* I don't feel like leaving for Brunei now although I really do miss home...
I LOVE YOU! =D Come back soon and snuggle up to me when you do! hehe...
Mom, Dad, Pei, Bert and Abi - I miss you all! Can't wait to see you all soon... Love you all!
*Countdown - 45 days to go!*
Ada, Sharon, Vanessa, Anisah - I miss you guys loads! We've got so much to catch up on! It's good to know that we've all found our special someone whom we love so much and who loves us back just as much! =D
Well, I guess that's it for now... Gotta go take a shower and then get some shut eye... Hehe...
Au revoir!
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