I'm wishing that you are here by my side. Kissing me lovingly on my forehead and holding me close in your warm embrace...
Missing you and loving you.
Saturday 31 December 2011
A Hole in My Heart
When we broke up a few months back, you left a hole in my heart. But you mended my heart and healed it when you told me you wanted to be with me again. When you were certain of what you wanted. The tugging feeling in my heart was gone. My heart was whole again as I felt truly loved and wanted by you. And I was as happy as I ever could be.
But now, even though we're still together, the tugging has come back again. Because you're not certain now. You're not certain of what you want - of whether you want to be with me, I mean, really be with me... yet again. And I think, until you are certain, I won't feel that my heart has completely healed this time around even though we're not broken up. I won't feel like we're truly together even when we are. Even though you still love me. Even though you're still in love with me. My heart will still have a hole in it until you truly want to be together again.
I hope that in time, your answer will be "yes" you still want to be together rather than "not sure". So, when you are certain of what you want again... And when you feel that you truly want to be together, can you please let me know?
Like I said before, you may call me stupid or silly but... I'll be here waiting for you.
But now, even though we're still together, the tugging has come back again. Because you're not certain now. You're not certain of what you want - of whether you want to be with me, I mean, really be with me... yet again. And I think, until you are certain, I won't feel that my heart has completely healed this time around even though we're not broken up. I won't feel like we're truly together even when we are. Even though you still love me. Even though you're still in love with me. My heart will still have a hole in it until you truly want to be together again.
I hope that in time, your answer will be "yes" you still want to be together rather than "not sure". So, when you are certain of what you want again... And when you feel that you truly want to be together, can you please let me know?
Like I said before, you may call me stupid or silly but... I'll be here waiting for you.
Final Day - End of Year 2011
It's the final day of the year...
How I really wish that I can spend this day with you. To be there with you to celebrate the coming of the new year. And also to take care of you.
My new year resolution: No more tears and to lead a happier life each day.
How I really wish that I can spend this day with you. To be there with you to celebrate the coming of the new year. And also to take care of you.
My new year resolution: No more tears and to lead a happier life each day.
Friday 30 December 2011
Rainy Nights
I really don't like sleeping alone when it's raining heavily outside. It makes me miss you so much. I need you here to cuddle beside me and hold me to sleep...
*bao bao*
*bao bao*
Thursday 29 December 2011
To Me You Are Perfect
No matter where our relationship may go in the future, even if we may end up in our own separate ways, I just want you to know that I'll always love you. Because you are the love of my life.
Loving You Truly, Madly, Deeply
You've captured my heart and made me fell head-over-heels in love with you. My heart is set on you. There's no one else I'd rather be with. No one else I'd rather love. No one else I'd rather be in love with. Except you. And only you.
You may have broken my heart once or twice but that does not matter to me. With time, I'll be able to heal. As long as you are still in love with me and still want to be with me... That's all that matters to me now. To be able to be with you. To be able to care for you. To support you. To see and hear you laugh. To be there when you need me.
I know I've got a temper and I've made mistakes. But I have to say that I have mellowed down, don't you think so? We've both made mistakes and we'll probably make some more mistakes in the future. But isn't that what a relationship is about? We make mistakes and we learn from it. We learn how to be better for each other. For better or for worse.
You may have your doubts and insecurities but so do I. At least I don't use them as reasons to end our relationship. I merely see them as obstacles that we have to go through to keep our relationship going. Unless your feelings for me have completely changed or gone, I don't see why we can't make things work so that we can have a future together. You had time to think about this before and you agreed to give us another try. You yourself said you know what you want - that you love me and want to be with me and that there is a possibility of a future together. I know, no promises. But a possibility is good enough for me.
You may have broken my heart once or twice but that does not matter to me. With time, I'll be able to heal. As long as you are still in love with me and still want to be with me... That's all that matters to me now. To be able to be with you. To be able to care for you. To support you. To see and hear you laugh. To be there when you need me.
I know I've got a temper and I've made mistakes. But I have to say that I have mellowed down, don't you think so? We've both made mistakes and we'll probably make some more mistakes in the future. But isn't that what a relationship is about? We make mistakes and we learn from it. We learn how to be better for each other. For better or for worse.
You may have your doubts and insecurities but so do I. At least I don't use them as reasons to end our relationship. I merely see them as obstacles that we have to go through to keep our relationship going. Unless your feelings for me have completely changed or gone, I don't see why we can't make things work so that we can have a future together. You had time to think about this before and you agreed to give us another try. You yourself said you know what you want - that you love me and want to be with me and that there is a possibility of a future together. I know, no promises. But a possibility is good enough for me.
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