Happy Birthday My Love! XD

I just wanna give a big birthday shoutout to My Love, Andrew Lee!

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY, Hubby! XD


I hope you'll have a blast on your birthday... BUT how can you not have a blast on this special day of yours when you're spending it with ME? Hehehe... I hope you like the card and gift that I've given you... Cos I took a really long time choosing them at the shops... ;P

May GOD bless you always with HIS everlasting presence and shine on you with HIS guiding light! May your years ahead be filled with joy, good health and everything good that HE sees fit in you! And may you always be blessed with love from your loved ones - especially from ME! ;D

Anyway, can't wait till you get back from your meeting... Cos the night's waiting for you!

And here are some of our pictures together so far...


You and Me during our London Eye ride...


Look at how adorable you looked! Hehe... XP


You and Me before I left for Birmingham...


And here's You and Me by Ada! XD


Love always,
Pris
xx

These Past Few Days

Updates…

Saturday, 10^th May 2008 – Shopped for groceries with Andrew.

Sunday, 11^th May 2008 – Stayed in room all day! Sigh…

Monday, 12^th May 2008 – Today has been a pretty nice day with the sun shining bright and warm! It has been an amazingly fantabulous Monday for me! Got up at 10:00am today. Went out for lunch with Andrew at KFC and I had my regular Wicked Zinger Meal while Andrew had his usual two piece variety meal. My initial plan for getting up early was to go to the library to borrow some books so that I can start researching for my essays and also to go to Main Arts to get my pre-released exam paper BUT I didn’t!

Instead, I went to Clinton’s after my lunch with Andrew. And I stayed at Clinton’s for quite a while cos it was difficult to decide which birthday card to choose. I think I was in there for about half an hour just to look for the right card! After Clinton’s I just strolled along High Street until I reached this gift shop. I don’t know the name of the shop though since it didn’t seem to have a proper sign for its shop’s name. All I know is that it’s a Welsh gift shop. I like going into the shop and have been there for quite a few times but always left it empty handed. It’s not that the things weren’t nice cos they were great. It’s just that the prices aren’t that pocket-friendly… which seems to be in contrast with the owner of the shop though cos he’s really friendly. He seems to always be wearing this really nice tuxedo – I don’t know why. Anyhoos, this time I left the shop with something else apart from my usual empty hands…

Just when I stepped out from the gift shop, I saw Hana. She was on her way to the Post Office which is now located in WHSmith. Since I was so bored, I tagged along with her… Thankfully, she didn’t mind. And I even followed her all the way to Ysgol Ffriars (I think I got the spelling wrong… Hehe…), which is a school that’s located about half an hour’s walk from High Street. She was going to send off her job application. It was a very long walk but I didn’t feel tired at all (which is weird cos I’ll usually feel tired quite soon… Hmmm…) I haven’t really been to a school in a very long time so I guess finally being in one and hearing the school bell ringing kindda brought me back to when I was still a student in school… *reminisces* In the end, Hana got interviewed and was offered to do the job on the very same day but she decided to start work the day after…

So it was another long walk back to High Street where we met up Adek at the Post Office in WHSmith cos she needed her home address which she forgot (which Ili passed to Hana on our way to High Street cos she was in a rush to do a Psychology experiment and could only get back to Adeq, who would have to wait for an hour if Ili were to pass her the address instead). I finally got to rest and cool down a lil while waiting for Adek to post her parcel home cos it took quite a while since the lady didn’t know where Brunei is. When Adek finally got her parcel posted, the three of us left WHSmith… And I guess this is where the fun kindda begun…

We headed into Deiniol Building and in we went to Bay… At first I was just browsing through the clothes with no intention of trying or buying any of them… That is, until Adek picked up some dresses and decided to try them on. So into the dressing room we went. Firstly, Adek tried on a pretty white dress with pink sequined flowers. It looked beautiful on her! After seeing that, I just had to try it on just for the fun of it… Later, she had on this gorgeous black tube dress with white floral prints. And I tried that on as well… And Adek tried on some more dresses while I took some pictures in the dress that I had on. We loved the dresses but my favourite would be the lil black dress… But we didn’t buy any of them in the end. Our reason – there isn’t any special occasion to wear them to! Well, actually there is…

We then went on to Dorothy Perkins'. However, there weren’t any dresses that caught our attention so off we went to the new Debenhams where we tried on more dresses. I’ve got to admit that this was the first time that I’ve tried on clothes, had pictures taken (by our vain selves, of course) and left the shop without buying anything. I mean, I had fun trying on the pretty lil dresses without feeling guilty bout not buying any of them =D But of course this doesn’t mean that I’ll do it often. I’ll probably only do it again when I’m with my girl friends cos it’ll be pretty, VERY, embarrassing doing all that alone! And it wouldn’t be as fun =P

By the time we were done, the shops were already closing so we headed back to Adek’s for a while. But before that I had to go to Subway to get some food cos I was starving (I should really stop eating so much though cos I’ve gained lotsa weight since I got here!) Anyhoos, we hung out for a bit and finally headed back home again at bout 07:00pm. By that time, you could say that I’ve been out walking for six hours straight! I only realised how exhausted I actually was when I lied down on the bed!

When I got back, Andrew was still out doing his work. So it meant that I had to cook dinner. Andrew wanted chicken and veggies with rice so that’s what I did. I prepared the drumsticks and marinated them in onions, garlic, dark soy sauce, curry powder, mixed herbs and Chinese spices for an hour. I know the ingredients probably sounds like the chicken will end up tasting funny but it tasted great! At least that’s what Andrew said! =D And then there were trimmed beans and mushrooms with oyster sauce as well. I never liked eating veggies and never really had them when I was back in Brunei. However, since I got to know Andrew, I’ve been starting to have them for every meal. But it only alternates between trimmed beans and broccoli. Although sometimes I do munch on some cabbage when Andrew makes his cabbage soup with meatballs! *yummy* It was a great dinner!

Later on, we left for a BBQ at Emrys Evans at about 11:00pm. It was to celebrate the end of exams – at least for the first year Psychology students anyway… Now they’re technically second year Psychology students! We all had a lil beer with some of our friends, sitting down on the grass and chatting away happily… Most of the people there happened to be couples. Hehe… It was nice to finally get to sit down and relax for a bit… Enjoying the cool night air… The perfect ending for a perfect day! =P

Tuesday, 13^th May 2008 – Got up at a lil past noon today. Didn’t do much except that at bout 03:30pm I went to a surprise birthday party for Johnny’s 21^st with Andrew at Emrys Evans. This only got planned the day before. It was pretty fun just that I felt a lil stupid for just standing and sitting around instead of helping out – not that there was anything I could do since everything was pretty much done. But all I did was sit, stand and eat and that’s it! I mean, I didn’t even get to contribute to anything. I would’ve felt better if I got Johnny a card or a lil gift but then Andrew said there was no need to. I felt okay bout it at first when I realised most of them arrived empty handed anyway. But then later, there was suddenly a card and a gift and everyone who was there chipped in – except me! They said “not to worry” bout it and that I didn’t need to pay for it. I felt even guiltier then… =(

When I got back to my room after the party at bout 07:00pm, Adek came over for a while. I ended up watching “You’ve Got Mail” and “When Harry Met Sally” after she left and that’s bout it. Andrew left for work a lil before 08:00pm and I’ve been all alone in my room till now. I didn’t have any dinner at all cos I didn’t feel like having any and it’s now a lil past 07:00am and I’m still not in bed. Come to think of it, what have I really been doing for the past twelve hours apart from watching movies, showering, surfing the net and chatting and arranging my room?!

P/S: ANDREW, I MISS YOU!

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HAPPY 20^TH BIRTHDAY NIS! =D

The One After the Birthday Celebration

You know what I hate the most? People who are pretentious cos it’s so sickening and revolting! I mean, one moment, this person would be like:

“Hi! How’re you? It’s so good to see you…”

OR

“You know what? We should hang out more often… You know… Go out for lunch or something?”

And the next moment, they’ll be a totally different person behind your back. Seriously! You don’t even need to hear them say things about you anymore cos you can just feel it. You can just sense that they’re trying to move away from you just by the way they look at you. There’s this cold or indifferent look in their eyes or in their just being there. And when they laugh and smile at you, you can definitely tell that those emotions aren’t sincere at all… I know it may seem like I’m just over-analysing things as people usually say that I do. But very often, I am right about these kindda things…

IF you ever feel like you don’t like anything about anyone (i.e. ME!) please just let me know. But this does not mean that I’ll change just for your sake! Just that, at least then, I’ll be able to try and stay out from your stupid pretentious face. So stop talking / texting (or whatever kind of communication / telecommunication method that you’re using / wanna use which does not involve direct / face-to-face interaction) to me like I need your sympathy cos I don’t. I don’t need your sympathy. I don’t need you to invite me to whatever function / occasion that you’re having just cos you think that I’m feeling left out (or whatever else that you might be thinking) – What? Like I’ve got no other friends of my own apart from you guys? And stop trying to be nice and things like that… I mean, you must be having a really difficult time acting nice and all… I'd rather you guys not talk to me than pretending to be nice! It's just so icky!

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It was Bryan’s 20^th Birthday yesterday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN! At first, I didn’t wanna go for his celebration cos I felt guilty bout not going to Paul’s just the week before. Paul, if you’re reading this, I just wanna say I’m SORRY and I wish you a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PAUL! But then I decided to go anyway so at bout 11:00pm, Andrew and me left for Octagon a.k.a. Occy! I decided to bring my jacket along cos I thought it was gonna be quite cold but the weather was so good that there was no need for a jacket at all. In fact, if I’m the type of girl who wears sleeveless tops I would’ve!

Anyhoos, bout 15 minutes later we arrived at Occy and saw that most of others were already dancing. We saw Owen first and he apologised to Andrew for forgetting to call him (he was supposed to call Andrew to let him to know when they were leaving for Occy). And to make up for that, he offered to buy Andrew a drink and Andrew kindda made him got a drink for me as well. Hehe… Thanks for the drink Owen! (And thanks to you too Andrew! Hehe… *wide smile*) I had Vodka Ice! Well, what can I say…? I love Vodka! =P *cheers* Vodka’s my favourite and it’s practically the only type of liquor that I drink.

We stood at the “table” near the dance floor with our drinks and watched the others danced while some of them were practically “getting it on” on the dance floor. Hehe... Andrew finished his drink first and started getting his groove on with the guys while I continued with my drink. I felt so stiff at first that I didn’t feel like dancing at all… I finally joined them on the dance floor moments later when the Birthday Boy asked me to. Well, you can’t exactly say no to the Birthday Boy, can you?

I felt so silly dancing with them at first cos like I said, I felt really stiff… After bout three or four songs later, Andrew decided to get another drink from the bar so I went with him. I forgot what he got but I had WKD Cherry. Finished our drink quite slowly this time and then we were back on the dance floor again. I definitely enjoyed myself and had a great time dancing with them! Most of the time I was dancing with Andrew, Paul and Bryan though cos they were just so crazy and fun to be with! And the music was great too! *dances around* Wohooo! By the way, Jodie was at Occy too!

Andrew and I went for one last drink from the bar at bout 12:30am cos he wanted to head back at 12:45am. He had tequila and I had another WKD Cherry. More people (men in suits?) were coming in and dancing and it was getting pretty crowded so I decided to kindda just stay with my drink while Andrew continued dancing with his friends again. While I was almost done with my drink, Andrew came back out and we both finished our drink in one shot – well, sorta! – And decided to head home. We went onto the dance floor to say goodbye to Paul and Bryan and the others. Just when we stepped out from the dance floor, the DJ played a nice tune so Andrew and I decided to stay and danced to that one last song before we left… LOL! And once again, we said goodbye to Paul and Bryan…

Andrew and Me on our way back home...

After getting a midnight snack from Late Stop we slowly walked back and finally got home at bout 01:00am and then showered. Despite having a nice shower, I still felt a lil tipsy from the last drink –this is why I can’t drink too fast! And I thought having a shower would actually refresh me...

Well, I guess that was the highlight of my week apart from having lunch and playing pool with Andrew at Coffi on Wednesday afternoon… I can’t believe I lost all four games to him! I mean, I’ve never lost four games in a row! And I don’t usually lose to him – cos I usually win! Paul could vouch for that!

Andrew trying to get the yellow ball into the pocket...

FRIENDS...

I was just lying down on the bed last night, trying to sleep but I couldn’t. I thought about how much I miss home. How much I miss my friends… And then it struck me how few friends I’ve got in my life… And how little I actually appreciate them (I hardly keep in touch with them!) =( Now, they're probably gonna be a lil less as this post may or may not offend some of them.

I mean, yea, sure… I may have hundreds of friends on MSN and Facebook. But I would have to say that I hardly ever talk to them… And they’re mostly acquaintances… Think about it – do you talk/chat with everyone on your list? I’m sure I would be right to answer “NO” on all your behalf. You probably only chat with about 10-20% of the people who are in your list. As for me, I only chat with my family members and a handful (or two handfuls) of my friends. And they are my close friends as well as friends whom I’ve known for years. They are the ones whom I’m able to ‘click’ with.

I guess I’d have to say that I kindda categorise my friends as ‘Close Friends’, ‘Friends’ and ‘Acquaintances’. As you may have realised, there’s NO ‘Best Friends’ category cos I simply don’t believe in it – at least not anymore after such disappointment… (Although some of you may say that ‘Close Friends’ are ‘Best Friends’, etc). However, I’m glad that my ‘Close Friends’ have been able to find their own ‘Best Friend(s)’. Perhaps one day, I’ll be able to find my own and believe in it once more? Perhaps NOT…

‘Close Friends’ – Sorry, but for me, there are only FOUR of them (and ‘you’ should know who ‘you’ are!). You are the ones whom I’ve known and been able to be close with. You are the ONLY ones whom I can confide in…

The One I’ve Known Since Primary School – I’m really glad that I got to know you. We’ve known each other for more than a decade now but have only started being friends after our PCE exams in 1999. I guess this is sorta like a confession, but I’ll have to admit that I’ve always been afraid to speak my mind around you for fear of you being judgemental about me. There are times (quite often) that I tell you some things only after I tell ‘her’. Perhaps it’s easier for me to confide in ‘her’ first? However, I’ve come to realise that you’re NOT that way at all. In fact, I think you receive opinions really well (without being judgemental at all!). Perhaps I'm the one being judgemental all these time?

P/S: I love the fact that you don’t give a damn about what others think!

The One I’ve Known Since Secondary School – To me, you’ve always been the wildest among us and I’ve always envied you. And I still do! You’ve got so much charisma! I can’t believe I’m actually saying this but there are times when I feel like I wanna be you or just like you… You and ‘her’ have always been so confident; being able excel in your studies while having fun despite what you guys have gone through while I’m just stuck in between you guys being a C-grade student! This is kindda why I’ve always walked behind instead of beside you guys when we were in school even though the corridors are wide enough for the three of us!

The One I’ve Known Since They Left – Despite our differences (except for the fact that we both love the same colour), we’ve been able to ‘click’! We’ve shared our part of ups and downs during the last few years… And I’m sorry that I kept bugging you! Hehe… I hope that you don’t mind (although I do find myself very annoying at times!) I loved being over at your place especially that year! Thank you so much for welcoming me to your home. I kindda felt guilty for ‘tumpang makan’ at your place though! Can’t help it cos the foods were yummy!

The One I’ve Known Since The ‘Training’ – You are one hell of a wild and crazy wacko! You never fail to make me laugh! Among the four of you, I think you should know me the best despite the fact that I’ve known you for a shorter period of time as compared to them… We’ve been through quite a lot together during these short few years… To be honest, I really missed you during our ‘misunderstanding’ (or whatever you wanna call it). I feel so silly now for being the way that I’ve been over such a lil silly thing as that! I miss just hanging out with you and laughing our arses off and just lazing about and doing nothing… I know that your parents were VERY annoyed with our behaviour especially us being girls! Hehe…

To all FOUR of you – I wanna apologise for anything that I may have done to upset/hurt any of you in any way at all (perhaps even through what I say in this blog). I’m sorry that I may seem like I didn’t listen (although I did!) when you guys were talking to/ confiding in me. I know I yawned a lot (and I still do!) And I’m also sorry for being such a lousy friend (I’m sure you realise that we hardly keep in touch!)

But I just wanna thank you for always being there for me in times of need. Thanks for being my confidant by lending me your ears and your caring hugs. Thanks for welcoming me into your homes despite my lack of manners! But most of all, I wanna THANK YOU for being MY TRUE FRIENDS!

‘Friends’ – You’ve got lotsa them! You usually hang out in groups. They are the ones whom you’ve always known but only ‘click’ for a while. This is because after a few conversations, you just suddenly run out of topics to talk about and just move on. They are the ones that you can talk to but not confide in. They are in your ‘Circle of Friends’. They are your ‘schoolmates’, ‘ex-schoolmates’, ‘colleagues’, etc…

‘Acquaintances’ – They are the ones whom you know only either by their name or by the way they look or sometimes both. You see them at gatherings (or whatever functions, or you just happen to go to the same Yoga class…). They are usually a family’s friend or a friend’s friend, etc whom you’ve been introduced to (or not). You only talk with them when you feel like you should or are being forced to cos they are there and it’s only right to strike a conversation with them. Otherwise, you’ll have to stare blankly ahead, eat your food, text your friend(s) or play with your fingers, necklace, etc like I always seem to be doing at gatherings when the people that I can ‘click’ with aren’t around. However, interesting conversations may break out sometimes…!

Well, I guess that's all that I've got to say on this topic for now...

And I wish you all a pleasant evening...

p/s: I think I might've sounded a lil harsh in some areas! Once again, I'm sorry!

What A Wet Weekend?!

For the first time in a very long time, I got up before noon! *big grin*

Hmm... I guess, for now, I'm gonna update about what happened yesterday...

4th May 2008 - I thought it was gonna be another gloomy day since the sky was so dark outside and it had been drizzling for quite a while. And then out comes the sun at about 4pm! *cheers* It was bright and sunny once again. So, I took advantage of this great weather and took some pictures.

Mmm... Warmth from the sun...!

The New Halls which will open in September 2008

The view from my room...

While snapping away... I saw Akma, Ili, Hana and Rin so I waved at them and they waved back - I thought they would've known by then that it was me, Pris! But NO! (I heard one of them saying "Wani kah tu?") *laughs* So I shouted "Hi!" thinking maybe they'll recognise my voice. Yet again they failed to recognise me! *laughs harder* I waved frantically and shouted one of their names - then someone else later said, "Pris kah?" Then we started shouting at each other cos my room was on the third floor... And I got invited to join them for a water gun fight! *cheers to my random photo taking session*

Here's when they flashed the PEACE sign after recognising it was ME!

I put on my shoes and went down. On my way down, I saw Wani and Adeq and they asked me where I was going. So I told them - knowing that they didn't know I was joining them since they've been inside when all the shouting occured. THEN, I realised I was going for a WATER gun fight so why the heck was I wearing shoes and socks for?! So I went back up to change into my slippers and met them outside later on.

And soon, the fun begins...!

Blowing the "blow-me-till-i-get-naked" plant...
(Hehe... Don't know the name of the plant...)

Posing with our guns before the real fun begins!

Here we go...!

Hmm...??

Taking advantage while some of us were refilling!

Let's aim for Adeq's butt! *giggles*

I'm gonna get you!

Haha! Revenge...!

Some of us like big bubbles!

Whheeeee! Lotsa big bubbles...!

And another one...!

Tralalalala... And another one!

While some of us like small lil bubbles!

No bubbles for me...? *sobs*
(Oh-oh! There's a small one near the bottle!)

Finally got some of my own BUBBLES...! Hehe...
(My GOD! Lookie me spots! I look horrible!)

And then there's the SPECIAL one with the "HAT"?! LOL

A lil shadow pose before we head home... =D
(Guess which one am I?)

We were out at the field for hours! Needless to say, we had lotsa fun with the water gun, the BUBBLES, frisbee (I'm hopeless at frisbee... Didn't even get to catch it once! Although, I did manage some good throws... Sorta! Hehe...) and then there's a game of 'cara kaki'. And of course we had absolute fun being camwhores! LOL =D

Until next time... Tata!

Time Difference

I just realised that the time stamp at the end of each post does not match the time on my phone...

Many Merry May Events!

It has been a nice and SUNNY day today! No more blasting cold wind even when the sun's out! I mean, for once, I get to wear my t-shirt and jeans - without wearing a scarf and jacket over!

Warm sunshine... Cool wind... Blue skies... Green grass... Blooming trees... Colorful flowers... What more could one possibly ask for? Hopefully the weather'll stay this way for the next few months cos I really miss the warmth of the sun...

Headed out for lunch at KFC with Andrew today. This is probably one of the first times I've had something other that my usual Wicked Zinger Meal *yummy* I simply love it here cos the Zinger Meal in Brunei tastes so different! Seriously! That's why I prefer going either to McD or even Jollibee back in Brunei rather than going to KFC although it's supposedly "finger-licking-good" all over the world since they're supposed to use the same recipes... And I simply love the gravy *drools*

After lunch, we headed down to HMV. Nowadays, I'm limiting myself to no more than 20 pounds per month on DVDs at HMV. This is because, as a result of severe boredom during Easter Break, I spent more than 100 pounds on DVDs alone in a mere two weeks! =S And to think that back home, I would've complained bout how expensive original DVDs are when they cost only bout BND$8 (is that the price for an original DVD?) Anyhoos, kindda going on a romance movie fest now (mostly Meg Ryan's) such as 'City of Angels', 'When Harry Met Sally', 'You've Got Mail', 'Music and Lyrics' and there's 'Troy' as well.

While on the topic of DVDs, if you love the classics then you should watch Cary Grant's 'An Affair To Remember' (they mention it in 'Sleepless in Seattle' which you should watch as well!) Then there's Audrey Hepburn's 'Breakfast at Tiffany's' and 'Roman Holiday' which I simply love =D

Okay, enough bout DVDs. I just realised this morning that there are a number of important events coming up this month!

11th May - Mother's Day
14th May - Anisah's and Yee May's Birthday
21st May - Andrew's Birthday (I Love You!)
22nd May - Sharon's Birthday
23rd May - Exam (Thank God it's just one paper but it's gonna be for 3 whole hours!)
29th May - Abi's Birthday (I'll get you your present when I get home!)

Apologies to those who are celebrating their birthdays as well this month but are not mentioned in the above list... Sorry... And Happy Birthday! =)

Oh, and we finally shopped for groceries just now. It's the first for this week (that's why we kindda ran out of food as I mentioned in one of the previous posts... hehe...) Now we're stocked up with food! But before that we, or should I say 'I', went shopping for cards and gifts as well... And I'm actually tempted to post the pictures of the cards here cos some of them are quite funny but I guess I'll just have to wait till after the recipients have received them.

And now, let the movie fest begin!

Adios!

p/s: As much as I love HMV, they can sometimes be a rip-off cos they're selling Frank Sinatra's box-set for 15 pounds while I bought it at Morrisons for only 5.99 pounds!

Just Another Day

Finally got some shut eye this morning at bout 8am. I was gonna wait for a few more minutes till Andrew gets back; and I even planned to make him some breakfast! (I found out later that there was nothing that I could make for him cos we ran out of food! Hehe...) I fell asleep instead while lying in bed. Sigh... Was in dreamland for bout 5 hours then got up and have some pizza for lunch with Andrew. And just so you know, I showered before I got into bed k? I'm not that disgusting...

Anyhoos, been in my room all afternoon cos Andrew had to go work at the Wheldon Building (Psychology Department) as a MacLab Assistant. He gets paid bout 7ish pounds per hour! How neat is that? And he gets to work for 6 hours per week *puffs cheeks* All he needs is to work for bout 3 hours and that'll cover up his part of the groceries' bill for the week!

So, while he has been away, I got to spend some time catching up with my friends on MSN. At the same time, I got to delete some of the accounts that I signed up for long ago but hardly ever use them. These include LiveJournal, Yahoo Mail and another Hotmail account. I also took the time to make use of my gmail account. For those of you whom I've added on MSN Messenger with my gmail account, please feel free to delete my current hotmail account from your contacts. However, you may still send me emails to my hotmail account if you wish.

I'd have to say that dinner was good. We had rice with soy sauce chicken and broccoli *yummy* I know it doesn't sound much but it was still good for the two of us =D It was supposed to be my turn to cook but then I got shy cos there were lotsa guys in the kitchen so Andrew had to do the cooking instead. And yes, I do shy away from cooking just cos of that! Got a problem with that? =P But I did do the dishes - sorta!

I don't know what the time is now. Probably 1 or 2am already... Shoot! I need to get some real sleep... Gotta go!

Ta Ta!

Good night and sweet dreams to you all!

Good Morning! =D

Okay, the last thing that I said I would do was to take my shower and get some shut eye but... I didn't! That's cos I was busy trying to figure out how to edit some things on this blog. A few hours have passed and I'm still pretty hopeless at it especially when it comes to making changes to the HTML thingy.

But thanks to Ada (sorry I had to keep bombarding you with all those questions... hehe...) at least now I've got some pictures up on my header instead of just some plain words. And plus, she taught me how to install and apply cbox to my blog. Thanks Ada! Cheers to you! =D

Guess what? The sun's out! It's now 5:35am. So I guess it's a GOOD MORNING to everyone!

*wide yawn*

I've just read my first blog again and I realised that I've been talking mostly bout my relationship with Andrew. Ooops! hehe... Anyhoos, it's the second day of the month. And only 19 more days till Andrew's 22nd Birthday! Yay! Happy Advance Birthday to you my love! *hugs and kisses* =P

Here's my love trying to look cool! LOL

However, it also means that there's only 21 more days till my exam... And the thing is that I haven't even started revising for it. Fortunately for me it's going to be a pre-released paper. But still! =( For now, I've got to start gathering references for my essays. I'm taking English Literature at Bangor University in Wales right now. So there's lotsa readings to do. Sometimes I gotta read a number of books (novels, poems, etc) per week. But I've gotta admit that I don't really bother to read them all. That's probably why I get such low grades for my essays. Hehe... =P

Unlike Andrew, I'm not as hardworking as he is. He's taking Psychology and is a first class honours student! While I'm probably at the bottom of my class. I mean, he's so dang smart! He's able to check out forums, play games, read and do his essays - all at the same time! Talk about multi-tasking! Sometimes, he even watches a movie with me while doing all that... Whoa!

Alrighty! Just 2 more hours till he gets back =D

Missing You!

Bonjour!

This is my first entry on blogger and hopefully I'll be one of the regular bloggers from now on cos I really do want to have a record of what has happened so far in my life.

My Dearest Andrew - It's now 12.22am. It has only been bout 5 hours and I'm already missing you so much. Andrew, I miss you! I wish you were here right now cos it's just so different and so quiet without you here with me. For the last two to three days, I've been so upset and been crying a lot cos I've been thinking a lot about what my, our, future would hold for us. I've been so afraid of losing you lately - I don't know why. Perhaps I'm just thinking too much. Or perhaps it's just PMS.

It has now been 5 months and 7 days since we first got together. And I really cherish the moments that we've had so far and hopefully there'll be more of these moments for us to cherish ahead of us. I know that we've been through a lot of ups and downs and lately there has just been lots of downs coming through in our relationship. Hopefully, that won't last long cos I really do want us to be as happy as before. And I promise you that I'll try to cut down on my tantrums :(

Since this is the beginning of the month, maybe we can both take this time to take a new headstart and take things slowly as you have suggested. And I'm so sorry for the way that I've been lately. I just feel so lucky now that you've been so patient with me all these time. I really appreciate it. I love you!

I really enjoyed our lunch together at Coffi today as it allowed me to open up to you once again as I've shut myself off from you for the last couple of days. But right now, I really just miss you a lot! And to think that you'll only be back in 8 hours time! That's a very long time... :( I miss your warm hug and your good night kisses... It's already so difficult without you for only a couple of hours... Now I'm thinking, how am I supposed to go through 3 whole months without you by my side? *sobs* I don't feel like leaving for Brunei now although I really do miss home...

I LOVE YOU! =D Come back soon and snuggle up to me when you do! hehe...

Mom, Dad, Pei, Bert and Abi - I miss you all! Can't wait to see you all soon... Love you all!

*Countdown - 45 days to go!*

Ada, Sharon, Vanessa, Anisah - I miss you guys loads! We've got so much to catch up on! It's good to know that we've all found our special someone whom we love so much and who loves us back just as much! =D

Well, I guess that's it for now... Gotta go take a shower and then get some shut eye... Hehe...

Au revoir!