Hero

Sometimes you have to be your own hero because sometimes the people you can't live without can live without you.

Past Memories

Looking through our pictures... Reminiscing on our past...


I miss you. Always.

A Tender Warrior

A real man is kind.
A real man is caring.
A real man walks away from silly macho fights.
A real man helps his wife.
A real man helps his kids when they are sick.
A real man doesn't run from his problems.
A real man sticks to his word and keeps his promises.
A real man is honest.
A real man is not in trouble with the law.


It's one lonely boy's vision of a man who stays. A man who is both an authority and under authority.


It's a vision of a tender warrior.


By Stu Weber.


(Extract taken from leaflet of St. Andrew's Church's first service on 27th March 2011.)

Terrified

Terrified by Katharine McPhee feat. Zachary Levi

Lyrics by Kara DioGuardi

You by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world
Full of wrong
You're the thing that's right
Finally made it
Through the lonely
To the other side

You said it again
My heart's in motion
Every word feels
Like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows
Burning in the dark
And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time
And the last time
In my only life

This could be good
It's already better than that
And nothing's worse
Than knowing you're holding back
I could be all that you need
If you let me try

You said it again
My heart's in motion
Every word feels
Like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows
Burning in the dark
And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time
And the last time
In my only life

I only said it 'cause I mean it
Oh, I only mean it
'Cause it's true
Oh, so don't you doubt
What I've been dreaming
'Cause it fills me up
And holds me close
Whenever I'm without you

You said it again
My heart's in motion
Every word feels
Like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows
Burning in the dark
And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time
And the last time
In my only life
Life, life
In my only life

Sentiasa Menunggu...

Awak tahu tak? Saya tidak pernah berhenti mencintai mu selama ini. Setiap hari, saya merindui pelukan mu dan ciuman mu. Walaupun awak telah melukai hati ku ini, saya tetap mencintai mu.

Saya harap awak akan faham yang saya tidak akan menyalahkan awak kerana keputusan mu untuk memutuskan perhubungan kami walaupun betapa sakit hati ku ini. Tetapi saya juga harap awak akan faham bahawa saya akan memerlukan masa untuk sembuh dari luka yang mendalam ini.

Saya sangat menghargai yang awak masih ada perasaan terhadap saya dan juga merindui saya. Tetapi semua ini tidak cukup bagi ku. Ini kerana saya, pada masa ini, tidak dapat melepaskan mu dan juga kerana saya sentiasa berharap awak akan kembali kepada sisi ku. Mahupun awak telah memberitahu saya bahawa awak juga mahu memulakan hubungan kami semula, ini juga tidak cukup kerana cinta mu terhadap ku tidak sekukuh cinta ku terhadap mu. Saya sanggup mengambil risiko yang awak tidak sudi.

Meskipun ini, saya sentiasa mencintai mu dan merindui mu. Saya juga sentiasa berharap awak akan kembali ke sisi ku walaupun saya harus menunggu mu...

Day 41

For I do love you...

as the dew loves the flowers;

as the birds love the sunshine;

as the wavelets love the breeze.

- Mark Twain.

Head vs Heart

What should I do when my head tells me to move on while my heart wants me to stay and wait?

Love?

The person you love most, will hurt you the most...

From Then Til Now

21 days...