Thursday, 4 December 2008

Current Thoughts and Feelings...

I'm feeling so BORED.

I should be finishing 'A Passage to India' already since the seminar is tomorrow. But I'm just too lazy to read it. I'm finding it rather boring now. It's such a long novel to go through.

I'm chatting with my youngest brother now. He just told me that they (he and my younger brother) are already having their school break. That's why he's still up and awake although it is already 0220am back in Brunei! Go to sleep lah, Abi! You need your sleep if you wanna continuing growing. Studies have shown that children develop most during their sleep (or something along that line...). So if you wanna be taller than Ah Bert and Papa, go to sleep early... And do eat more, you skinny butt! =P Oh, he just told me his exam results too. He did pretty well as compared to Ah Bert. What happened to you, Bert? I think it's cos you play too much football. And you always think that you're so smart. See, Abi's doing better than you already. Hehehe... Trying to show off some more huh?

Well, I'm glad to know that my family's doing fine although I've got no clue at all as to what my sister is doing back in Brunei. Pei, what are you doing now anyway? And do Papa and Mom let you drive around in my car or Mom's car? Do you get to drive at all? If not, tsk tsk tsk. So kelian le. Oh yea, how's my car? I bet it's getting suckier right? Only looks good. Sigh! I miss home; I miss my friends; I miss driving my own car; I miss hanging out at Anis's and at Ada's. I miss the so-called dull life in Brunei. Now that I'm away, I don't think it's that dull back home. I quite like the quiet, slow paced life back home.

But I have to say, sometimes I never like(d) it back home. I dread being at home - sometimes. I dread being consumed with all the shoutings, screamings, tension, ignorance, etc. back home. And perhaps, because of this, I'm quite glad I'm not home right now so that I don't have do feel like I'm drowning again... I'm sick and tired of all that. That's probably why when I'm actually at home, I'm usually cooped up in my own room. I think I feel more at home in my own room than when I'm actually at "home", if you know what I mean. I prefer the silence and the peace that I get to experience in my own room; and sometimes, in the living room, when I'm all alone. At least then, I can say that I've a peaceful home. And when I don't find the peace and quiet back home, I'll be out with my friends, which happens pretty often. (P/S: Pa, if you're reading this... This is why I'm always out and sometimes [more like often] till late at night. I'm sorry I made you guys worry about me but I hope that you understand).

Anyway, Christmas break's around the corner! Just one week of lessons left and Andrew and I will be off to Bath and Bristol! Wohoo! Unfortunately, it seems like we'll be spending Christmas and New Year's in Bangor... I'm thinking about going Paris for New Year's but Andrew's still thinking about it. And the answer from him will most likely be "NO". Sigh! But let's try it again...

Andrew, can we PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE go to Paris for New Year's? Pretty please? *acts innocent with puppy dog eyes* Hehehe...

Oh, and I think a White Christmas might be possible this year! It's already frosting/snowing outside! Yay! *prays for White Christmas*

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