Day 70

Love is the seed of all hope.
It is the enticement
to trust, to risk,
to try, to go on.


- Gloria Gaither.

Patience

You can have the time - as much time as you need - to think things through and decide what you want. I'll just have to be patient and see how things go.

Your mom was right. I shouldn't think too much.

Hope

I asked you how much longer I've got to wait. And you told me to give you until end of this month. So I'll wait because a part of me really wants to know what your decision will be. But a part of me wishes that I didn't ask you to give me an answer so soon - in case what you'll tell me isn't what I want to hear.

All I can do now is hope. Hope that you feel the way I feel for you. Hope that you feel the way I feel about us. Hope that what I want is what you want. Hope that you'll want to be with me as much as I want to be with you. Because, in spite of whatever doubts you may have, I can see us together. And I hope that you can see that too.

I'm just a girl who is still very much in love... with you.

Day 60

What greater thing is there for two human souls
than to feel that they are joined... to strengthen each other...
to be at one with each other in silent unspeakable memories.
- George Eliot.


Love was to his impassioned soul,
not a mere part of its existence,
but the whole,
the very life-breath of his heart.
- Thomas Moore.

The Waiting Game

I said I miss you... and you told me you miss me too.
I love you but do you love me?
I was in love with you and I still am.
Were you ever in love with me
and will you ever be?

I know I said I'll wait for you but...
How long should I wait?
I hate this waiting game.
It kills me not knowing
what your thoughts are.

I'll still wait for you
That I am sure of.
What I need to know is that -
Will you want me back
and will there ever be US again?

Wondering...

Is it okay that I still miss you so much?

And do you miss me too?

*sigh*

Thinking of You

All I could think of was you and the army stories you've told me while watching Every Singaporean Son during dinner.

A Kiss to Build a Dream On

By Louis Armstrong


Give me a kiss to build a dream on
And my imagination will thrive upon that kiss
Sweetheart, I ask no more than this
A kiss to build a dream on

Give me a kiss before you leave me
And my imagination will feed my hungry heart
Leave me one thing before we part
A kiss to build a dream on

And when I'm alone with my fancies, I'll be with you
Weaving romances, making believe they're true

Oh, give me your lips for just a moment
And my imagination will make that moment live
Give me what you alone can give
A kiss to build a dream on

When I'm alone with my fancies, I'll be with you
Weaving romances, making believe they're true

Oh, give me lips for just a moment
And my imagination will make that moment live
Oh, give me what you alone can give
A kiss to build a dream on

Day 50

And counting...

"Love comforteth like sunshine after rain." - William Shakespeare

But if there is no love, what should comfort me after the rain?