Who Am I to You?

Am I your girlfriend or just a girl friend?

If I am your girlfriend, then...

Why did you not come early to my graduation and take more pictures for/of me but did so for your friends like Jacqueline, Yuhang and Yuhang's girlfriend? And the thing is that, you barely even know them except for Yuhang.

Why did you go to the little museum in Bangor with Tammy but not with me when I asked you to?

Why did you not go to the church with me when I've asked you so many times during the first year in uni but you did when Shawn invited you?

Why were you able to talk about intimate things (and have a laugh about it) with Sherry and some of your friends but not with me? Even when you did, why were you uncomfortable with/about it?

Maybe... I'm just a girl friend to you...?

"Missing Items"

As the saying goes: Yat fong ye fong, ga chak lan fong.

Here's a list of items that are "missing" from my room:

- one white ipod classic.
- one Nokia 8750 with a blue cover which has a silver flower on the back that pops up.
- one wooden box which contains about 5-10 watches which I've collected since primary school. This includes a silver Mickey Mouse watch, one plastic monochrome watch with a broken strap, possibly a brown leather strapped Garfield watch and one white (which has turned rather yellow) Baby-G watch. Something like "Yeng. Good Luck. Liza." is written on the red interior of the box.
- a collection of coins and some monies (a few BND$20 notes, one to a possible three BND$100 notes and a few SGD$5 and $10 notes).

If only CSI kits or fingerprint kits and software are easily available. And I think electronic items should have an anti-theft tracker or something like that.

On This Day, God Wants You to Know...

That you have so many gifts! - use them. God has given you so many gifts to sow love and to give hope, to shine light and to spread joy. Abundant gifts. Use them. Give to yourself and give to others. There is an endless spring where they come from.

Never Let Go

She won. And I lost.

Because you all sided with her when you defended her.

I lost when you asked me to stop pursuing the truth. You never pursue the truth. At least, not as far as I thought you would.

You let her go. You're making a mistake by letting her go. She'll make the same mistakes again and she'll never learn. She'll never admit her mistakes. She'll never admit her wrongdoings. Because you've let her go. Not just once. Not twice. Not even thrice. But many, many times before. There's no point in me saying anything else except... She's not a part of me. Or even a part of my life anymore. And she'll never be... Until she finally admits it.

I'll never forget this moment. This moment when you've turned your back on me. I'll never let this go.

Koala :)

Missing your hugs!

Happy 25th Birthday, Andrew!

Happy 25th Birthday! Hope you have an amazing one this year :)

Beautifully Imperfect

Your little imperfections make you perfect for me. You are beautifully imperfect to me and I love you for it.

What You Said

I like the fact that you referred to us as "little husband and wife."

Day 90

Left hanging in the dark...
In the shadows of your light.

Beginning of a Fairy Tale

Romeo found his Juliet. Prince Charming found his princess.

But the fairy tale does not begin here.

Second Chances

Second chances are hard to come by. So here's hoping that we'll make it work this time around :)

Ready. Set. Go!